im coming back...

owhhhh hye...at d first glance u open my blog u might be suprise.this is a blog or a porn pages isnt??lols..anyway,it is just ur first glance,there is sth more than u noe inside...i bet more...hihihi

it was been three years back i didnt open my blog,when i read again all the older post it seem funny to me...that time i was only 20 and how come i was become too dramatic young lady just posted sth which is not so me today,urghh,im changed isnt??maybe,im a woman now??(partially)and yet,i feel like to touch and paint again this wall to share my story coz this is the only way i can become my own hot mess and do what ever i want.please no offence reader.

this is not a diary,just an expression of feeling where i cant verbally tell to anybody in person.

emm,many thg on d corner of my mind i want to share here.i just cant hold the horses!!

ok then,will get back to my blog afterward,got to WORK..owh my today is friday,spinning around.everyday is d same.the only different is what outfit im wear.

oklah,will be back...

x

im a girl...

Cute Nicknames For My Future Spouse....


One..i will call him -my HANDSOME and SEXY..these names would light his day as I give him an assurance that I find him handsome and attractive. 


two..my BIG guy..coz im short and would suit perfectly if he is tall n well built..ahhahahah:)


three..my HERO..I want him to be my movie star..Like Edward Cullen did!!


four..my CUDDLY BEAR or HONEY BEAR..this is so cute and to tell him that I love to be with him 24/7 hrs..


five..my HOT LIPS...a perfect cute nick name for him and every kisses he will give me..


six..my PRINCE CHARMING...adorable nickname for him that gives a sense of power. 


seven..HONEY,BABY,B,DIOR,DEAR,LOVE,HUBBY,MY BOO,BAM-BAM,JELLY BEAR,HUGSTER..and many more!!!!!

Here are few reasons why men love to end-up with a virgin girlfriend or wife (quoted from: http://www.whatdomenreallythink.com/howto/what-men-think-of-virgins.php)

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Trusting becomes quite easy – When a man knows that his girl is a virgin, he deducts that she has not had a serious relationship with another man before. So there is no "ex-boyfriend" issues to deal with. Moreover virginity also implies that she is a lot more restrained in the pursuit of sex. A man would find that comforting because he would believe that she will not go astray in the relationship and she would stay loyal.

There is a sense of responsibility – When a man knows that the girl he is with is a virgin (or was virgin before their relationship) he automatically develops an attitude of loyalty. Since he is the first man in her life it brings about a sense of responsibility, almost a need to ensure he does not cheat on her. This is not true for all men though.

Men feel secure with virgins – It’s true that most men feel strained about their sexual performance. For a man it’s quite an insult to come across as a sloppy lover. While having sex with an experienced girl a man is not quite sure of what she is thinking, she might be comparing him with some of her ex-lovers. With a virgin he doesn’t have to harbor such fears. A man would feel comforted knowing that she will not be comparing him with other men while having sex with him.

It’s a special pride to "deflower" a virgin – All men dream of deflowering a virgin and be the first one to give her a sexual experience. Virginity is still quite a sacred thing in a man’s dictionary and he does value it. It definitely eggs his ego to sleep with a girl who is a virgin because in his own mind it’s an achievement that a girl is willing to give up her virginity to him. It’s definitely something he airs his vanity with a surge of pride.

"Virginity" implies serious relationship – When a man discovers that his girlfriend is a virgin, he immediately gets serious about the relationship. If she is a virgin it would imply that her first relationship would be a serious affair for her and so a man automatically starts taking her more seriously. Men think virgins are definite “marriage” material. With a girl who is not a virgin there is initially the tendency to be casual about the relationship until there is a deeper bonding.

If a girl is willing to wait for the "right" guy to come along before she loses her virginity, there is a good possibility that her first relationship might well end up in a stable marriage. In India men still prefer, or rather demand, that their wife be a virgin and most Indian marriages last for a lifetime. In Eastern countries men really think highly of virgins and esteem her to be traditional.

As far as marriage is concerned virginity is still important to men around the world, it’s just that they have stopped setting their expectations too high.

fake friendship!!

I found the truth behind your lies
You're just a fake friend in disguise
How dare you use me to get rich
I used to think the world of you

I wasted all my time with you
Thinking that our friendship was true
Accusing me of doing wrong 
And you're the one who messed it all up

I have just lost respect for you 
Sadly you're still holding on
Now it's time to say goodbye
Why won't you just apologize 
I hope it burns you deep inside
That's not okay

I used to fight to back you up
I risked my life and spilled my guts
You have no sense of loyalty
I guess you threw it all away now

I have just lost respect for you 
Sadly you're still holding on
Now it's time to say goodbye
Why won't you just apologize 
I hope it burns you deep inside

When I was down you just..
Just walked away
Didn't even ask me if I was okay
Falling stars and all the broken dreams
Almost loves
I can't take it anymore

I have just lost respect for you
Sadly you're still holding on
Now it's time to say goodbye
Why won't you just apologize 
I hope it burns you deep inside

i got over you